October 2018



 
I know I've been terribly inconsistent with blogging so far but please bear with me.


It’s been like the happiest month of my life. It could be from significant things that have happened, or God giving me an attitude of enjoyment toward the insignificant things.
It’s been like a month of change.  My friend groups have shifted a bit, my taste in music has completely changed. Some friendships and relationships have grown.

 
"The changing seasons, and our changing minds; the leaves wouldn’t be significant unless they were insignificant sometimes too. The cold air always doesn’t feel as good in March as it does in October. In a way I want fall to last forever, but if it did, it wouldn’t have the same nostalgic feeling."
I’ve also been choosing to be happy, and to enjoy what I have. Small things like babysitting- I’ll admit some days are a bit rough, and I get behind on schoolwork every once in a while from babysitting. It’s only 2 days a week, but honestly I always look forward to it, just chilling; me and the baby, while I do my school (as much as I can with a needy 1 year old) and drink coffee and eat snacks.




A thought:
Who knew someone could make your heart beat faster, and slower at the same time.

 
Life:
October 30th- I hosted a Halloween party at in the backyard garage and had a blast. My parents, and mostly my Dad did so much to let us have the party, and I’m so thankful to have parents that let us do those things.

It has been a few months since I’ve actually had candy or anything with a really high sugar concentration, which it was weird over Halloween not even eating 1 piece. I’ve pretty much just accepted that this is my life now; that my teeth will be super sugar-sensitive forever, and honestly it doesn’t even bother me. The pain of eating sugar bothers me way more. I can’t chew gum though, and that I do miss.

 
Reading:
  • Love does
  • Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Happy list:
 
Red/Orange trees
  • Hugs, as always
  • Playing guitar on the worship team
  • My baby cousin Jackson, and a few hours to chill while he takes a nap
  • Cloudy days
  • Lots of phone calls, and facetimes, just to talk about nothing and everything
  • Constant music; Twenty-One Pilots, and worship music
  • Mornings, honestly I love mornings (I am one of those weird people who like waking up early)
  • Playing the ukulele
  • When it snows in the wrong season, this year it was October 14th




 

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